“My self-loathing decline has all but begun.” Crowmouth’s single “Codependent” is streaming now exclusively through Chugcore.
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Credit and lyrics:
“I noticed all my thoughts of you have gone sour. I feel my passion drain away by the hour. Your name’s on my mind. It’s crawled off my tongue. My self-loathing decline has all but begun.
You said that you loved me…
For who I was and what I am. You would keep me safe for what I’ve done and what we had. (A lie)
Barely alive. Barely alive. I’m barely alive. (Dead)
Can’t keep breathing. Mind is seething. I can’t go on and yet you’re never feeling this. (This) That’s it. We’re done. Let me die, let me die, let me die here.
All your words, my life they impair.
Any god, please answer my prayers.
Take this life in your hands. Please take this life in your hands. I can’t live up to life’s cruel demands.
I’m not okay. I’m not alright. Let me choke and slip away in the night.
(I’m not okay)
This is not what I had wanted for my life. Codependence is a hollow means to strive. This is not what I had wanted… never. This is not what I had wanted for my life.
But you don’t care. Take whatever you want from me. Leave me bleeding always feeding on what ails me. You. Don’t. Care. You never cared about how you killed me. You. Don’t. Care. You never cared about how you failed me.
My blood is on your hands.”
Mix/Master: Thomas Rodriguez at Eltrod Studios (https://www.eltrodstudios.com)
Stream Video: Wiktor Pienkosz (https://m.facebook.com/Witcore)
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